Went for the zpop concert last nite, quite cool actually, though most of the pple looked quite bored, haha.. stayed almost throughout the whole thing, only coz they had to put Energy at the last 2nd item.. duhz.. almost wanted to leave already if not for my sis and her fren.. i'm glad i stayed though, it was really great, though i can't see them very clearly.. Sun was awesome too, really was impressed when she did a fast number despite her pregnancy, but sorta worried for her too when she performed, haha.. health screening tmr, i hope i dun have to take anyone's blood twice, hehehe...
Just went for the Dudu Fisher concert tonight, it was great.. and got to know tat we wun b having cg next sat coz of zpop, thank God, was ready to go for makeup cg already, now the whole cg going for zpop instead, haha.. so glad to c ivory tonite, she never fails to lift my spirits everytime i see her, and i was more than a little touched when she hugged me, dun ask me y.. ^_^ was wondering b4 the concert if i was going to tear during the concert, well i did, when Dudu Fisher sang "Bring Him Home".. actually b4 he started singing i already started tearing.. so happy that first aid's finally ending soon, one more wk, and my tue and thu nites will be free, yeah yeah hehe.. the first thing i'll want to get for myself after mission fund, a digital cam, hehe.. and then start saving up for a trip next yr, still not confirmed which one though, shall see how my saving goes.. always love watching the olympics, it's a fusion of intense action and emotions, and though i don't even understand some of the games well, i'm always drawn by what i see. it's really late, gotta go to bed soon, or else can't wake up in the morning.. how i wish i am not at a loss for words so often when i want to speak them out or write them down, so often they are whirling in my mind like rushing waves, and the moment i want to get them out of my head, they disappear.. i need some gingko biloba soon.. after mission fund.
just changed my template, but my profile's gone, and i'm not sure how i'm supposed to add it in.. well, shall slowly explore lahz, anw, no hurry.. ^^ i do think the anime girl looks really good, if only i have a figure like this, haha... finally finished counting the tablets today, i'm so glad, even glader to see Energy's fans stand up for Energy in 8 Days, i do think the guy who reviewed their album really sounded too dismissive, no matter if he thinks if it is a gd album or no, the least he could do iz to write a review w/o prejudice.. no doubt all critics/judges these days aspire to do a Simon Cowell, what they do not realise is that they dun pull it off quite as beautifully as the man himself.. Simon can be cutting with his words, but he doesn't need to try so hard, everybody else, they just aren't natural to me.. anywayz, really cracking my brains over what to get for my bro, sis and yq.. gotta at least get my bro's prez ready by tmr.. sending erick off tmr too.. hmmz, Energy's revised cd will be out next wk, and they are giving away their soft toys.. hmmz.. haha.. tinking what i'm tinking? :p sleeping soon.. iz gonna be a long day for the next 2 days.. ^^
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"Finally, brethen, whatever things are true, whatever things are noble, whatever things are just , whatever things are pure, whatever things are lovely, whatever things are of good virtue and if there's anything praiseworthy -- meditate on these things." -- Phil. 4:8
Man, iz been an eye-opener, being a fan for a day.. as in, chasing after boybands for a day.. haha.. at a tender age of 22+.. (",) was supposed to go down earlier today, but couldn't get myself to wake up, when i get there, the barricades were already filled, but that's to be expected, though initially, i tot there weren't a lot of pple.. but it started to get more packed as time passes, and for the first time, i see some of those aggressive fans.. juz wonder if Energy felt offended/hurt by some of the things the fans said, esp when some of them couldn't get in to get their autographs.. well, many of these are still kids, guess can't really blame them for expressing their frustrations outwardly.. but then again, doesn't mean they can say anything they want, self-control should be exercised.. and learned. Finally, Energy arrived, the crowd went crazy, i started screaming too, gosh, i feel like a 13-yr-old haha.. man, they look exactly like they do on pictures.. at first look, the one who stands out more was actually ah di, surprising, though i tink he spoke less than 10 words throughout the whole thing.. but as they performed, the rest started to stand out too.. actually from the beginning, shuwei was talking a lot, haha.. kunda talked when he was prompted, professional is the word.. but when i moved to the front, peering between two taller fans in front of me, kunda-san actually looked in my direction, smiled ever so slightly, and waved..!! that really made my day, haha, and made me decide to go queue up for the autograph.. but of course i was already at the very back, and couldnt get to go up, was a little disappointed, but i got a very kind fan to help me get their autographs.. :D then came the mad rush to search for the location of the zpop thingy in the imm building itself, found it finally, and got a gd location.. the pple have to put on Energy song w/o warning, and get the fans going crazy, things got a little chaotic for a while, but i managed to get closer to the stage, hehe.. finally, (again..) they came up, and belted out another song, spoke a little.. and tat's it, off the exit they go.. yeapz, that was my day.. will be going up to the jia1 zu2 to thank the kind soul who got Energy's autographs for me, such a sweet soul.. ^^ well, they are going back tmr, will be coming back for the zpop concert on the 28th, hopefully they will have another autograph session (will make sure i'm right in front hehe), and coming for yes 933 awards on sept 10.. till then, shall miss them a lot.. hmmz, after the whole thing, i was pondering though, if i have a crush on any of them, the ans iz no.. can i survive w/o them, definitely.. but i guess iz more of an indulgence for me.. something i have never done when i was young, and of course, Energy's cool enuff, gd-looking enuff, they dance well too :p okie lahz, shall stop here for now.. taz..
been looking up the blog skins and trying to figure out how to download them and in the format i want.. still struggling haha.. tink i need to be a little more adventurous, i tink too much, worry abt how it will turn out, i should juz do it, juz do it.. nike!! :p went for the first aid course today, my first lesson, now i really hope this whole thing will end soon, haha.. i still didn't see him today, hmmz.. i should go and pierce my ears soon, i wanna get 3 more, including the one which closed on the upper ear the other time.. but need $$.. tink gotta wait a while more.. haha.. was watching i guess juz now, the boys were so cute!! well, they are only 9, 10 yrs old? haha, droolz.. no i'm not a pedophile.. i really muz cut down on my cab fares, wat a waste of $$!! juz look at wat i'm typing, anybody can see that i have nothing to say today, but i just wanna type.. i really like doing the night shift, somehow i'm more awake, my mood's better, nvm the fact that my social life's almost non-existent now.. social life.. it has never really been tat impt to me actually.. but there are frenz whom i will take the time to meet definitely, though more often than not, i'm never really the one who takes the initiative to ask to meet up.. hmmz, y dun i have a wish list in my template? how do i create it? hmmz.. ponder ponder.. i muz have one of the most boring blogs ever, but that's ok, coz in the first place, it's to indulge myself, not to impress others ^_^ okie sleeping soon, nitez~~
he didn't appear today.. haha..so much for making myself pretty today, haha.. him, hmmz.. let's just call him dao.. a least likely person i would have a crush on.. not coz he's not gd looking or anything, but coz he's a.. drug addict.. but i would prefer to think that he is in therapy right now, so he's recovering.. the first time i saw him, had a deep impression of him, coz he has very nice eyes, and somehow reminds me a little of kunda, haha.. but when i saw his prescription, i was a little surprised, coz he didn't look like one.. was even more surprised when i realised he isn't local, but a vietnamese.. started to get attracted to him after he came a few times, i get so nervous, my heart started beating so fast, haha.. i couldn't even look at him in the eye, yest was better.. :p when he first cut his hair and came to take his medication, i tot it quite a pity, apparently he was very conscious of it too haha.. the next day he came, he wore a cap, and has been wearing it everytime he came.. he was especially relaxed the other day he came with his friend, but i wasn't the one serving him both the times he came tat day.. i tink he has a crush on someone in the pharmacy, coz i heard his friend teasing him, and he was telling his friend to shut up, hahaha.. i might b wrong of course :p but if he really does, most prob it's sharon i tink :p coz he looked the happiest that day when sharon was the one serving him both times.. well.. haha.. this is my blog and i say anything i like :p but it's hard, to say anything i like, it's not private after all, i will still have 2nd tots on watever i post here, including wat i wrote above.. guess the deepest secrets will still be stored in my handwritten journal.. dao doesn't look like he's 25, okie lahz, prob coz he dresses quite young, plus he's been wearing a cap these days, he looks like a cute little boy, hahaha.. that day he came with his friend, i was so nervous, when i climbed up to place the hair tonic, he was looking at me all the time, thank God i didn't fall off the ladder.. haha.. but i noe it's not possible, i'll let the feelings wean off, as usual, haha.. i'll b sorry when i have to leave in oct, prob will never c him again, but juz as well, why should i dwell in something that will never come to pass, someone i will never know? haha, then i shouldn't be dwelling in energy any longer if tat is so.. :p hope to see him tmr, but i wun b in the dispensary for very long, prob wun get to see him.. dunno lahz.. haha.. will be having first aid this whole month, wow.. hehe hope i dun fall asleep, i have the lecture sleeping syndrome.. LSS.. haha.. ok, not funny..
Energy!! hehehe..
Kunda-san :p
he died before his time.. it should never have been this way..
am actually dozing off anytime soon, but just tot i'll come up and post something first hehe.. filmed the video for yq today, hmmz.. actually i feel like doing a 2nd take haha.. but during the few min of filming, i was already feeling the impact of her leaving in 3 wks time.. catherine was saying i am either very tired or very sad, from the way i sounded.. it's a mixture of both lahz.. when i told peggy today that i am someone who locks away my memories too securely sometimes that i can't find them back again, it's true.. i find myself not able to remember lotsa things of the past, what had happened in sec, jc, in pri sch (ok that's pushing a little too far).. i didn't forget them, but it will take a very strong trigger to jolt them back into my conscious state again.. does that count as a form of memory loss? some kind of amnesia? hmmz.. ponder ponder.. tonight, during cg, i found back something precious, and i'm relieved.. i found back the love of God, i remember His love for me once more, something Clara said when she prayed made me realise something, i've been trying to build my spiritual life on what i know about God in my head, not in my heart, that's y i keep slipping in and out, time and again.. when we sang the worship song again, i just felt in my heart that the Holy Spirit is saying, He did everything He could for me, including giving His one and only Son to me, so that i will know that He loves me, so that i can totally accept His love without any feelings of guilt, or unworthiness.. indeed, God is holy, and i'm not above that, that i can't accept myself when He has already done so.. problems, situations, troublesome pple (haha..), they will still be around, but i wun b facing them alone, by prayers and the grace of God, i want to look past all these and really start searching and finding my destiny.. nitez~~
Shirley
birthed forth into this garden of illusions
on 19 Sep 1981,
loving but not believing in the stars,
and nv want to be found again
[ My Adores ]
Flowers, butterflies, beautiful things.. and my dear ^^
[ My Hates ]
My cowardice
[ My Wishlist ]
Happiness
Assurance
Able to go into the fire and come out refined like gold
[ My Mood ]
[ My Past Wishes ]
*July 2004
*August 2004
*November 2004
*January 2005
*June 2005
*August 2005
*January 2006
*July 2007
*January 2009