Been a long time.. the only thing that hasn't changed, i'll only be up here when i'm feeling like crap.. first time.. probably not.. that i really feel that death is an escape for me.. obligations.. duties.. pple say i have a choice, that i can choose to leave all these behind and live my life.. actually, i have a choice yet i have no choice.. i must do all that i'm doing now.. because of the person i am.. a coward who doesn't know the kind of life i wanna live..
Shirley
birthed forth into this garden of illusions
on 19 Sep 1981,
loving but not believing in the stars,
and nv want to be found again
[ My Adores ]
Flowers, butterflies, beautiful things.. and my dear ^^
[ My Hates ]
My cowardice
[ My Wishlist ]
Happiness
Assurance
Able to go into the fire and come out refined like gold
[ My Mood ]
[ My Past Wishes ]
*July 2004
*August 2004
*November 2004
*January 2005
*June 2005
*August 2005
*January 2006
*July 2007
*January 2009