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Tuesday, August 03, 2004

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he didn't appear today.. haha..so much for making myself pretty today, haha.. him, hmmz.. let's just call him dao.. a least likely person i would have a crush on.. not coz he's not gd looking or anything, but coz he's a.. drug addict.. but i would prefer to think that he is in therapy right now, so he's recovering.. the first time i saw him, had a deep impression of him, coz he has very nice eyes, and somehow reminds me a little of kunda, haha.. but when i saw his prescription, i was a little surprised, coz he didn't look like one.. was even more surprised when i realised he isn't local, but a vietnamese.. started to get attracted to him after he came a few times, i get so nervous, my heart started beating so fast, haha.. i couldn't even look at him in the eye, yest was better.. :p when he first cut his hair and came to take his medication, i tot it quite a pity, apparently he was very conscious of it too haha.. the next day he came, he wore a cap, and has been wearing it everytime he came.. he was especially relaxed the other day he came with his friend, but i wasn't the one serving him both the times he came tat day.. i tink he has a crush on someone in the pharmacy, coz i heard his friend teasing him, and he was telling his friend to shut up, hahaha.. i might b wrong of course :p but if he really does, most prob it's sharon i tink :p coz he looked the happiest that day when sharon was the one serving him both times.. well.. haha.. this is my blog and i say anything i like :p but it's hard, to say anything i like, it's not private after all, i will still have 2nd tots on watever i post here, including wat i wrote above.. guess the deepest secrets will still be stored in my handwritten journal.. dao doesn't look like he's 25, okie lahz, prob coz he dresses quite young, plus he's been wearing a cap these days, he looks like a cute little boy, hahaha.. that day he came with his friend, i was so nervous, when i climbed up to place the hair tonic, he was looking at me all the time, thank God i didn't fall off the ladder.. haha.. but i noe it's not possible, i'll let the feelings wean off, as usual, haha.. i'll b sorry when i have to leave in oct, prob will never c him again, but juz as well, why should i dwell in something that will never come to pass, someone i will never know? haha, then i shouldn't be dwelling in energy any longer if tat is so.. :p hope to see him tmr, but i wun b in the dispensary for very long, prob wun get to see him.. dunno lahz.. haha.. will be having first aid this whole month, wow.. hehe hope i dun fall asleep, i have the lecture sleeping syndrome.. LSS.. haha.. ok, not funny..

In The Fairyland On|8/03/2004 12:38:00 AM|